I was on my way to the bus stop so I could catch a bus to the campus I needed to be on. And as I crossed the street, I noticed this girl that I had been to high school with. We had been friends sophomore year, but didn’t talk junior or senior for some reason.
So when I saw her, I felt like I should speak to her. I didn’t know why, but this thought of going and talking to her was strong in my mind.
Now I didn’t know it back then, but I was falling into a depression, so you can imagine that I had no desire to speak to this girl. I didn’t want to give my very limited energy away, I needed it to get to class. I looked away from her, but for some reason I was drawn to her energy and when I looked over at her I could finally see why.
It was written all on her face and in the way that she was standing that she wanted to talk to me. Here she was in the first year of college and she’d finally met a familiar face. When she saw me, she felt a breath of fresh air. The only issue is that when I saw her, I saw the work that I would have to do to meet whatever need she wanted fulfilled from us talking.